puking my insides out.

I'm 16 and a super fag. I love to draw.I fukking love coffee and my girl. we are all a little weird and life is a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love ♥

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the cliff

she went all the way up that cliff to get me and all i have to do is jump..

she came to save me and help me so why cant i jump…

So there is this girl julia not only did i fukk up everything with her in a period of 2 weeks but i ended up hurting her in the process. I get this girl who want this piece of shit. Who wants me and not what i have under my shirt…who wouldn’t walk all over me who fukking cared and i left it all behind because i didnt want to take her under with me…I DIDNT WANT TO FUKKING HURT HER:”(:”( haha and now….well, now i sit her with some guy that i loved long ago sticking is tongue down my throat and yet i feel sick to my tummy…because in the end…i gave something amazing up for a summer of drugs, sex, and parties ha then clean myself up right? havent heared that one before…because hey everyone im a fukk up! didn’t u know? ha i mean u must have hear the rumors…u must think they are all true…all rumors start from somewhere right?!!! guess i am a fukk up and i accept that. That doesn’t mean i dont miss who i once was but i dont have the fukking balls to grow the fukk up and jump….jess is leaving, rico is back, i gave up julia and now…now what?…oh wait..im still alone. CASIE?! hey u! yeah u! its ur own dam fault..so ill sit here with my pillow covered in make up and tears and realize….that I. am. what. your. parents. tell. you. to. stay. away. from. there is a reason for that so  if u see me coming run the other fukking way…im begging you. goodnight moon and good night hell on earth.

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